ATROPHY (i can't do this again)

I tried to make things better But I know I can't My body's drowning to see Dolls in my bed just for me And my heads killing me Fill me up with kerosine, yeah I'll f*ck you for a punchline Always get to it sometime Turn your body into grime Flesh and blood feeling sublime It's never me when you feel up for it Stretch my bones drink my blood Just to feel like shit again I can't do this again Bye to another friend I can do this again Body more than just friends It's just in my head Phone left on read Lower the stakes, or I'll end up in your place Now you're just me Struggling to breathe Only left to breed Your body can't be freed, yeah You call it coke dick It's like a misclick Boot up that config, I'll be real quick Thoughts up in my brain got me feeling fucking sick All this shitty bullshit for some little fucking dick Time is down when you're there to fall Pull her down when we need her to maw F*ck this up one more time, f*ck this up one more time On my top shit, just for your needs Dog in a cage, only here to bleed Beg like it's my job for these girls, need my bills paid You'd do it too now get the f*ck up out my face