i'll be ok

I'm stuck in my head unable to breathe, thinking that everybody just hates me Don't know what to say and it won't go away Obsessing over the dumb shit I did that day When will I believe that I should be me, not reflections of who they want to see When will I love myself the way I love everybody else I hope one day I'm healed enough to say, "I feel safe within my mind and I'm doing fine" Though I don't feel that way today I know that I will someday One day I'll be okay I see all my flaws all of the time but no one else can see cause they're just in my mind I seem so carefree, but what's underneath I'm trying to hide how much I want to die When will I believe that I am enough and I shouldn't succumb to my thoughts When will I love myself the way I love everybody else I hope one day I'm healed enough to say, "I feel safe within my mind and I'm doing fine" Though I don't feel that way today I know that I will someday One day I'll be okay Maybe one day I won't be so afraid Won't hate every single word that I say I'll look in the mirror and like what I see Maybe one day I'll be happy with just being me I hope one day I'm healed enough to say I feel safe within my mind and I'm doing fine Though I don't feel that way today I know that I will someday One day I'll be okay