If I Went First

Swerve the inevitable truth and Curve the love Irrevocable proof My fear wont let me bear my fruit If I went first If I went first What am I telling the guys I see my room through your eyes Cause I feel on the side Feel like saying all your lines Oh maybe try read my mind Would be really good if you could Thank you Whatcha think of my walls Pressed to see mine bet I'd see yours Timid encrypted Painted like this Stood on the block reaching for the kiss Swerve the inevitable truth and Curve the love Messages into Notes My fear wont let me clear my throat If I went first If I went first Little flame in the wick again Spell your name at my own expense If I don't know why I will just pretend I don't know how to clear my head My nature's mimicry Show you the very same thing Tonight I'll find intimacy In you keeping shit from me I'd love to tell you I'd love to leave In the morning weirdly free Swerve the inevitable truth and Curve the love Irrevocable proof My fear wont let me bear my fruit If I went first If I went first What am I tellin What am I tellin