bruises

Only felt their presence once I haven't slept in like two months Limestone settled in with dust It never mattered who I was Every moment melts to dusk The ground's cold right to the touch The kind of quiet that you've always feared so much So you fill the room with sound Don't keep me in the dark Light bends around the trees and through the yard Ice too dense to break the pond Calling out to no response Only felt their presence once Haven't slept in like two months Limestone settled in with dust It never mattered who I was Every moment melts to dusk The ground's cold right to the touch The kind of quiet that you've always feared so much So you fill the room with sound Don't keep me in the dark Light bends around the trees and through the yard Ice too dense to break the pond Calling out to no response Got Promethazine in my cup Menthol cigarettes and my blunt I'm dying, I feel sick Run it up and I get stuck Thighs all covered in cuts Spill my fucking guts Already told you once The heart just want what it wants The heart just want what it wants, yeah The heart just want what it wants It's harder to do it I'm just going through it I'm just so confused Express it in music I trust in myself I'm scarred with contusions Believe the delusions I've outlived my use, ugh So damn tiring So damn like me That's why they don't like me The shadows that hide in my walls They look just like me So damn frightening Succumb to the pressure and give up my voice Trapped here alone and I don't have a choice Assign all my value to creative outlets Don't get what I want then put it in doubt Then try it again to the same result It weighs on my passion My outlook get dull Try to make shit that pull on the heartstrings Looking around and why are they laughing? I gave you my soul And made it the truest Don't mean when they say That they want real music It's hardly enough But I'm still going to do it That's why I don't listen to pussies and losers Knees covered in bruises Waste time with excuses I stay unamused And make my improvements To meet my own standard We fucking on camera Never had shit So f*ck your handout Got Promethazine in my cup Menthol cigarettes and my blunt I'm dying, I feel sick Run it up and I get stuck Thighs all covered in cuts Spill my fucking guts Already told you once The heart just want what it wants