mutually assured destruction

I feel content wash over me A couple things I couldn't synthesize in harmony Let the dissonance ring out Find comfort in it now No use in getting out So you might as well Fall apart like you always have So irresponsible, but I'm really moving forward I think Blink and miss it Living off commission No end goal, I'm livid It wasn't worth it is it Guess it's time to end it I make my final exit It was all my fault and I admit it I admit it Blink and miss it Living off commission No end goal I'm livid It wasn't worth it is it I try to carry all the weight There's a tangible disconnect every single time I see my face I know there's something wrong with me Love the way you talk to me So flattering, it's hollowing The shallow imprint that I disdain Hold my breath until I suffocate Lose track of all the time and watch the minutes start to melt to days Expectations built around everything I couldn't be In the end I knew it really wasn't meant to be I knew you wasn't meant for me I see the angels sent for me I told you once I wouldn't be Happy if I let it be Happy if I let it be No, you wasn't good for me Blink and miss it Living off commission No end goal I'm livid It wasn't worth it is it It wasn't worth it is it I guess it's time to end it I make my final exit I know there's something missing Still think about us kissing Shattered by indifference And no, you never listen But that's too real to mention When details are so faint Distended by all of the pain Filled eternally with hate A certain sharpness, oh, to the rain I promised that I could just change Chase what I feared to embrace Fervor starts to go away It fades away Regardless, you just stayed the same 404 HTML page Only took a couple minutes to put out our flame Here's the song you always wanted I never loved you if I'm honest But I'll give it all I've got to keep it modest Blink and miss it Living off commission No end goal I'm livid It wasn't worth it is it It wasn't worth it is it I guess it's time to end it I make my final exit I admit it