Head Held High

I don't know how to handle myself anymore I feel so right and I feel so wrong I change so fast I can't keep up I'm out of control, I've got nothing to hold on to How can I keep my head held high I am useless here I need a helping hand from anyone So I try to be alright Try to just pretend I'm doing fine These thoughts go deeper than my mind My body hurts my smile cries I feel so weak I can't even speak I look for the words and find only space How can I keep my head held high I am useless here I need a helping hand from anyone So I try to be alright Try to just pretend I'm doing fine I'm doing fine I'm doing fine How can I keep my head held high I am useless here I need a helping hand from anyone So I try to be alright Try to just pretend I'm doing fine I'm doing fine Try to just pretend I'm doing fine I'm doing fine