Farewell's Odyssey

This is the will and testament Of a weary man I keep a smile with gun to head And knife brandished to vein Is it vice or necessity When self-destruction beckons me? Slumber, I beg of thee Envelop this monotony Alter this life that's come to be Misery dwelling in me Feckless escape I drink of ye End me May these bleak words deliver me My turn to sleep eternally The tipping point: this junction I have at long last bridged When pain of life has conquered Expiration's dread If tonight I perished What a beautiful monologue Would I leave behind A rope be tied in mercy Of sorrow made a noose The endless night is lulling me Worthless but shrewd A life to conclude With but a step I'll be fucking free May these bleak words deliver me My turn to sleep eternally And so it ends, my unwell head put down Worthless remains won't be missed Cut off waste of air If tethered neck still beats Only one discharge I need Pink mist red matter leads On white wall drips the best of me Farewell to all rotten and fake Our filthy race In a blink the universe will cease to be At least for me May these bleak words deliver me My turn to sleep eternally May these bleak words deliver me My turn to sleep eternally Farewell