Breaking the Silence

How could I think With all these things you said that are haunting me I brush it off and walk on silently How could I feel With all these things you said suffocating me Your apathy is slowly breaking me How could I go on knowing you'd never disappear Suicide would suit me well, but death is my worst fear Submerge me in your wake, I cannot fight your tide With you forever in my heart, it tears me up inside You never loved me, you only caused me pain Our time was ugly, our love was all in vain Quit lying to me, this heart you can't mend Now it's time to break the silence, 'cause I will be your end How do you sleep Does your conscience not keep you up at night I hate you, but you're always on my mind You're killing me I'm all alone, yet you're watching me Since I left, you're always stalking me Knee deep in my self-pity, my thoughts engulfed in gray My heart's the catalyst, you drain the life away Shoot through the emptiness, strike at my fear Can't you see that you're not wanted Just get away from here You never loved me, you only caused me pain Our time was ugly, our love was all in vain Quit lying to me, this heart you can't mend Now it's time to break the silence, 'cause I will be your end You completed me, yet you left the hole in my heart with hate You're no part of me, 'cause the things I did you don't appreciate You never loved me, you only caused me pain Our time was ugly, our love was all in vain Quit lying to me, this heart you can't mend Now it's time to break the silence, 'cause I will be your end