Can I Lay On Your Floor?

Sometimes I say I'm busy when really I'm just sad Sometimes I feel scared to be alone Sometimes I'm so paralyzed from doing simple tasks I can hardly look at my own phone I panic when I think about everything I've missed But only after days of being sad I wish that I could sympathize with who I was yesterday How did I let my life get so bad? Can I lay on your floor? Can I lay on your floor? Can I bike to your house and open your front door? I won't be as lonely as before Why can't I be satisfied with everything that's right? Why can't I be happy just because? So easy to compare myself to those worse off than me I hate myself because I hate myself Can I lay on your floor? Can I lay on your floor? Can I bike to your house and open your front door? I won't be as lonely as before No I won't be as lonely as before If I were to ghost on all the people that I know It will be so easy to dissolve No one else will notice my total lack of presence Just like I was never there at all Can I lay on your floor? Can I lay on your floor? Can I bike to your house and open your front door? I won't be as lonely as before I won't be as lonely as before No, I won't be as lonely any more