i want to go to the party

I wanna go to the party, I wanna fit right in I wanna get drunk ugly and yell at my stupid friends I wanna puke in a toilet, I wanna call-in sick I wanna crush on a new girl and all of that cringy shit Instead I'm bored inside my dorm, killing off the time Texting lies that say that I'm too busy for the night Lay in bed, pretend I'm dead and swear it could be worse Play an album not as good the first time as the third I will not manifest courage I wish I had I am the champion of the cancelled plan I wanna go to the party, I wanna leave a scar I wanna go on a bender, I wanna crash a car I wanna piss off the neighbors, I wanna piss off cops I wanna leave with a story that that somebody else retells Instead I'm bored inside my dorm, killing off the time Texting lies that say that I'm too busy for the night Lay in bed, pretend I'm dead and swear it could be worse Play an album not as good the first time as the third I will not manifest courage I wish I had For I am the champion of the cancelled plan Concrete walks and rambling talks A promise made with fingers crossed Forgotten rules to drinking games A coke can filled with ash Clouded by half-eaten brains As mercury pumps thru our veins Speaking with nothing to say at all I'll send a pity text to my oldest friends "I know that this sounds weird, but please come over here" And I won't be alone, maybe we all get stoned Watch some Minecraft vlogs and bitch about our jobs