Jail Letters

Staring at all the blank pages, wondering what to say Reading the words that you wrote, doesn't feel the same My mama used to write me jail letters, jail letters And every single one that I received, I was getting sadder Life wasn't getting better, I was fucking damaged I put my pain into these tracks so you can understand me Miss my sister Jasmine always smiling laughing When I touch this million, what you want, you can have it I'm way better than the rest, you can tell them that I'm reminiscing, wishing I can get Brandon back We can go eye for eye, can go tic for tac Most of these niggas pussy, they ain't even got no scratch This shit no cap, I put my bruddo name on my hat I pull up on him, smoke a wood where his grave at In my wood where I put all of my pain at My mind be running, weed the only thing that tame that This shit be crazy, thirty niggas rep the same hat But it was only one bullet, so how you claim that When I rap up on these beats, I only state facts Uncle told me how them jail beds used to hurt his back I can vouch that he been hustling since they let him back This ho be asking for this and that, but won't give up no cat My dawg Laron, he survived that last heart attack When I had got the news, my heart, it was turning black We chasing bigger dreams, not just no platinum plaques I showed my ass when I got my buzz, I ain't know how to act My dawg mama died I couldn't even imagine that My dawg Derick wiping tears, he want his granny back You know it's love, you can pull up where my granny at She still gon' treat you like a grandson, and that's fucking facts I got big headed when I bossed up I started touching racks, pandemic hit me, and my uncle getting off some packs I be missing life at 16, but no going back I'm way better than my past, I gotta show them that My dawg affording new shoes stepping on his crack OG a killer, I can vouch, he got several hats In my dreams, looking for J, wonder what heaven had It was me and KG back then, smoking back to back