Start Somewhere

Shit, man, that rush hour was crazy Yeah, yeah, you can drop me off right here Appreciate that, my guy Take it easy Alright, gotta start somewhere Time to walk in here Shit, why it feel so cold Hello, Armando. I'm Dr. Geius Thank you for joining me today A day like any other There stood a little brother about 5 foot 4 West Side, Buffalo Maybe a little shorter Like the fall time in New York When he would stop riding his bike And take the bus since it was colder But then he left to where the summers made him feel alone More arguments with angels and the demons on his shoulder And found a way to take an eighth and double to a quarter He ain't Mexican But hiphop the ice across the border He did it for the love that he lost Filling up the void and forgot about his cause If you live by the gun, then you die cause it's wrong But his heart went silent when he heard the money talk And the serpent started stalking, throwing in front of him temptations Will Papa be a rolling stone to live imagination He was dreaming as a child, getting ready for the race And so the story starts when the brother lost his baby Uh, it says here your name is Aschley Yes, that's my first name Did your parents really want a girl or something No, there's a meaning behind it, but that's for another time Alright, well, I didn't choose to go here. Just want you to know that Well, it's only three sessions And don't feel embarrassed people go to therapy all the time Look, let's not be weird about it Just ask me your questions and bring up those weird drawings or whatever Well, first, can I ask you, what's been bugging you I mean, I just go through shit everyone does, you know I have these voices in my head, keep having arguments with myself What do these arguments sound like? What's the last one you had You know, just looking at my life like, damn, why am I still where I'm at You only just became an adult. You look like you're doing well for yourself Look, we don't have to do that fake shit, okay? I know I'm not I look at my idols and they were 16, 17, 18 years old, making millions of dollars You know, like, I'm behind Everything that happened in your life was meant to be a lesson Aren't you grateful for that Nah, f*ck all that Relationships just show me how lonely I am and school was full of fake people It's a simulation. Everybody's in a bathtub getting their brain washed, you know I thought the hood was home, but it just started to go left and I had to get out of there But even regular jobs was made to never actually succeed in life I just, I should have never stopped when I started at 15 Armando, hey, it's a marathon, not a sprint. Remember that. Take your time Man, f*ck taking my time. I'm making time because this is a race. This is a sprint