Pain

I try to hide the pain in my brain Codeine in my cup, got purple rain It's another day but the same pain Going through these miseries again I'm fighting for my life with a blade Hopefully I don't give it away I'm sorry for mistakes that I made Hope to get it right some other day Fighting insecurity Nigga got security Niggas try to keep up But they ain't even close to me Run up on me, I'd make you bleed Choppa gon' make a nigga flee Keep my gun right next to me Try to backstab, you get the beam Look at my watch, I got the gleam Look at your bitch, she next to me Taking your lil' bitch overseas Taking her on a shopping spree Got a lot of money Never cared 'bout none of the fees Rockstar-living life Everything I do, do it for the team Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh I try to hide the pain in my brain Codeine in my cup, got purple rain It's another day but the same pain Going through these miseries again I'm fighting for my life with a blade Hopefully I don't give it away I'm sorry for mistakes that I made Hope to get it right some other day Trying to find the better in me Hope to find the better in me But it's getting really cold Either way I'm still on Mr. Freeze I'm just really tryna live But it's really hard to live Telling my demons it's time to leave Stab wounds in my chest, I bleed She told me she ain't finna leave But now I bleed internally 'Cus she left me 'lone Now I'm finding really hard to breathe I try to find some inner peace Like I puzzle, I can't find the piece Begging God, I tell him please Don't take this away from me Away from me (away from me) Away from me (away from me oh) I try to hide the pain in my brain Codeine in my cup, got purple rain It's another day but the same pain Going through these miseries again I'm fighting for my life with a blade Hopefully I don't give it away I'm sorry for mistakes that I made Hope to get it right some other day