Darkness

Always on my own no one knows how I feel, is it that big of a deal To live my life peacefully, or is it already to late for me Always on my own no one knows how I feel, is it that big of a deal To go back when life was enjoyable, standing on the graveyard in front of my own memorial Another day, can’t wait for anxiety to come back will it go away Will it go down without a fight, not sure if I’ll survive my next night So empty no power the darkness in my heart, killing me slowly tearing me apart This shit will stay for an eternity, connection stronger than any fucking fraternity Wish I could be cured from my own made disease, not unthankful tho appreciate I can bleed Shows I’m a human shows I can improve, if you disagree then the devil got u seduced Try what you want you can’t get me to lose Imma tell you how I really feel like, until I finally realize Always on my own no one knows how I feel, is it that big of a deal To live my life peacefully, or is it already to late for me Always on my own no one knows how I feel, is it that big of a deal To go back when life was enjoyable, standing on the graveyard in front of my own memorial Questioning the world will it ever be over, watching the night sky getting closer and closer Till I reach the stars and live happy forever, when will it happen probably never Once put all the pain into my box of Pandora, looked at the mirror the other day and said told ya This isn’t the key to live happily ever after, this is the key to create a fucking disaster This is the key to create a fucking disaster Tried to solve my burdens couldn’t focus, asked for support but then I noticed Always on my own no one knows how I feel, is it that big of a deal To live my life peacefully, or is it already to late for me Always on my own no one knows how I feel, is it that big of a deal To go back when life was enjoyable, standing on the graveyard in front of my own memorial