Don't Know

How can I start healing, lost my feelings, always bleeding My mentals always seizing, there's no way I will find the meaning Can't lock in a single thought, everything is blowing up There's no way I will get my negativity caught Agony floating around yeah this shit got me bound To my inner demons, inner devil, screaming out loud for help There's no one here, all my hope got interfered Got nothing left in my life, don't know why I'm still here Give me that lock I need it for my sadness Lockin' it up inside my secret palace Until it rots out of existence Outliving me yeah that is it's mission Got that force in my chest when you're not near Makes me go crazy, makes me face my fear Refills my emptiness when you vibe with me But at the end of every day it disappears How can I start healing, lost my feelings, always bleeding My mentals always seizing, there's no way I will find the meaning Can't lock in a single thought, everything is blowing up There's no way I will get my negativity caught Agony floating around yeah this shit got me bound To my inner demons, inner devil, screaming out loud for help There's no one here, all my hope got interfered Got nothing left in my life, don't know why I'm still here 4 am, once again racing all my feelings They are way too far ahead, I won't win they're fearless Giving me hope just to crush me at the last second Happens too often got used to it don't feel threatened Don't feel threatened no no Just so tired all along Welcome to my personal dome Keeps me safe when I'm not home You don't know how it is, fighting for survival every day Every day struggling, avoiding my mental decay Inner hate at myself, imma rage Don't know what to destroy, don't know what else to say You don't know how it is, fighting for survival every day Every day struggling, avoiding my mental decay Inner hate at myself, imma rage Don't know what to destroy, don't know what else to say You don't know how it feels, lacking motivation to live Losing inner sense of completion I can't resist Writing down all these lines 'till it crushes my wrist Writing down all my sins so there's nothing to forgive You don't know how it feels, lacking motivation to live Losing inner sense of completion I can't resist Writing down all these lines 'till it crushes my wrist Writing down all my sins so there's nothing to forgive Yeah this shit got me bound To my inner demons, inner devil screaming out loud for help There's no one here, all my hope got interfered Got nothing left in my life, don't know why I'm still here