Never Asked

Finally getting used to feel down At least I now know how it feels like to drown These demons hunting me at day and night Would appreciate a day in which I don't have to fight The walls keep getting closer I can't breathe Only thing I want is to live in peace Hopefully I'm able to do so tomorrow If not I'm not sure if I'll survive my sorrow Never asked to be a part of this universe Wish got cancelled guess that I am cursed Speaking 'bout the causes of my inner pain Hope that it will end them outplay the game Long time passed since my last positive memory I look in the mirror and say this person looks dead to me If I could change decisions I would do things differently Don't know if this would change anything specifically Living life in a beautiful but fake dream Helps to overcome but steals your self-esteem Never going back to how I was before Can't let it come back let me close that door Never asked to be a part of this universe Wish got cancelled guess that I am cursed Speaking 'bout the causes of my inner pain Hope that it will end them outplay the game No I never asked, I never asked to be a part of this universe No I never asked, no I never asked guess that I am cursed Scared of the future scared of the past Will I fail or will I pass Overthinking way too much Never really felt the magic touch Don't know what happiness is anymore Want to be able to simply ignore All the voices related to me falling I'm so lost can no-one hear me calling Never asked to be a part of this universe Wish got cancelled guess that I am cursed Speaking 'bout the causes of my inner pain Hope that it will end them outplay the game No I never asked, I never asked to be a part of this universe No I never asked, no I never asked guess that I am cursed