No Light

Imma start by Going to try Not to die Alright Start by Going to try Not to die All night This night been dark Laying on the porch with a broken heart Going through the songs, screaming 999 Thinking I'm all good but I'm not really fine Having the devil as a friend, I'm his embodiment He always leaves me scared, almost made the ascent The opposite of a guard, every day I get tormented Is it time to end it Imma start by Going to try Not to die Alright Start by Going to try Not to die All night Became a master of acceptance All these thoughts, all these observations, they're my biggest weapons Polishing them daily so they get sharper, cut to perfection When I use them on me, might find the demon in the reflection He's my closest ally tho Unfortunately not a joke, no Keeps me far from all the hope Keeps my expectations low He's always there sitting in the front row Watching me until I go rogue To comfort me with memories of how I strive When it's just me Imma start by Going to try Not to die Alright Start by Going to try Not to die All night One case replaces the other, can't see the point of fighting Unlucky that I succeed even tho I'm not trying Can't change my mind, don't think about denying The fact that I'm right, give up there's no light