Nobody

Talking 'bout the bad stuff only makes it worse Can't find any other way than make it in the verse Writing these things down always gives a new perspective Don't know any other way which is as effective Not leaving me alone always trying to fight back So hard to keep going on this steep track Have fallen apart so many times Have learned to live with all my lies How long will it last will it ever fade away Need your help with all the demons I slay Feel so helpless like a reaper's prey When I'm alone I need you to stay Can't defeat them they're too strong Didn't feel alright for way too long Bound to me they make me feel so empty The wish to rip them off is just so tempting When I'm losing it will it be over When I'm losing it will I feel sober Kind of afraid it'll leave me undefined Cause I know when I'm losing it I'm still a loner When I'm losing it will it be over When I'm losing it will I feel sober Kind of afraid it'll leave me undefined Cause I know when I'm losing it I'm still a loner Going for a run its 2 am I just wanna Run away from whatever hurts I just wanna Feel okay I may need a nurse, my heart is Bleeding so bad need multiple new shirts Y'all still have to learn to fake a smile I've done it for years everyone fell for mine Sure as hell this ain't my final mile And in the end I might not be fine Fucking with me mentally breaking me into pieces Stealing all my energy, leaving me speechless Hard to handle cause it kills me slowly Hope I will not die that lonely Can't defeat them they're too strong Didn't feel alright for way too long Bound to me they make me feel so empty The wish to rip them off is just so tempting When I'm losing it will it be over When I'm losing it will I feel sober Kind of afraid it'll leave me undefined Cause I know when I'm losing it I'm still a loner When I'm losing it will it be over When I'm losing it will I feel sober Kind of afraid it'll leave me undefined Cause I know when I'm losing it I'm still a loner Legends die young that's an unfortunate fact If I had the power I would bring 'em all back Lacking that power cause of all my burdens I'm a fighter won't close the curtains