Nothing Special

Standing by to observe the lie Of this broken world, of this broken life I've had enough put me on ice I promise when time is right I'll rise From the shadows, from the devils side It's way harder to face your problems than to run and hide That's what I did, chose the wrong option even though I tried To take the other one and now I'm stuck here up all night Writing these lyrics down when I'm feeling down Speeding on the highway when I wanna fly away Going back to old habits to feel something I recognize I ain't someone who hopes for the best and just throws the dice 24 I'm calling it, makes sense Don't know how I got that far in the first place So many nights I almost started to rage So many nights I actually lost faith 24 I'm calling it, makes sense Don't know how I got that far in the first place So many nights I almost started to rage Now tell me why am I still stuck in this place So much free time but no-one near I can spend it with Every night becomes a new challenge, can't lie I hate that shit My life so fucked up, no nothing's established Always alone, became my own protagonist Sun goes down, I lost another day You've got no idea of the costs of being a prey Dark spirits hunting me down even though I'm just a stray I'm nothing special Dying in my nightmare, my nightmare is reality Day by day, fighting to be a better me Don't wanna fail, would show that it's not meant to be Changing seems as easy as 123 24 I'm calling it, makes sense Don't know how I got that far in the first place So many nights I almost started to rage So many nights I actually lost faith 24 I'm calling it, makes sense Don't know how I got that far in the first place So many nights I almost started to rage Now tell me why am I still stuck in this place