HESITATION

Maybe I'm not drunk enough to stay and have this conversation Can't think of what words to say, stuck in a state of hesitation Overthinking and too much drinking is my way of self-preservation I've been thinking, yeah I've been thinking, is this me or an imitation Maybe I'm not drunk enough to stay and have this conversation Can't think of what words to say, stuck in a state of hesitation Overthinking and too much drinking is my way of self-preservation I've been thinking, yeah I've been thinking, is this me or an imitation Stuck inside my head again, you know that it hurts I'm trying everyday to find a way to make all this work Pick apart my life and put it all in a verse And I've been wondering if this is just a gift or a curse Maybe I'm just kidding myself There's a lot of reasons why I act like somebody else I'm stuck and I am questioning If anyone is listening when I am breaking down Do they ignore it and just let me think Oh no, keeping my stuff on the low, low No point in staying I'll go, go Stuck and I'm worried bout all of my thoughts and wondering if maybe they know No, keeping my stuff on the low, low No point in staying I'll go, go Stuck and I'm worried bout all of my thoughts and wondering if maybe they know No, keeping my stuff on the low, low No point in staying I'll go, go Stuck and I'm worried bout all of my thoughts and wondering if maybe they know No, keeping my stuff on the low, low No point in staying I'll go, go Stuck and I'm worried bout all of my thoughts and wondering if maybe they know, no Maybe I'm not drunk enough to stay and have this conversation Can't think of what words to say, stuck in a state of hesitation Overthinking and too much drinking is my way of self-preservation I've been thinking, yeah I've been thinking, is this me or an imitation Maybe I'm not drunk enough to stay and have this conversation Can't think of what words to say, stuck in a state of hesitation Overthinking and too much drinking is my way of self-preservation I've been thinking, yeah I've been thinking, is this me or an imitation