Can't Peter The Panhandle

You brush me off Push me outside Without a care You say go west See the world Well I've already done that And yeah, I've been there But I was hoping you could be home was hoping you could be Somewhere I could call my own I know it's stupid but I Hope that you notice When I'm not around And I hope it drags down Next to me Oh, so spare the consternation In fact, let's skip this conversation 'Cause it won't matter when I'm done and over with We don't need a happy ending Cause it would only be pretending And we know that i can't write dialogue While you can't act for shit Your words like violence in my ears Awakened things I've always feared Like smoke you're filling up my lungs One shallow gasp to feel your touch Your sunset glance pulled me in close Your starless night made me a ghost I've lost my purpose cant you see I let your gravity get the best of me Need you right here next to me Day after day I lose myself Time has a way I must be patient Gone in the wind Starting again I wont give in Find myself again Oh, so spare the consternation In fact, let's skip this conversation 'Cause it won't matter when I'm done and over with We don't need a happy ending Cause it would only be pretending And we know that i can't write dialogue While you can't act for shit Oh, so spare the consternation In fact, let's skip this conversation 'Cause it won't matter when I'm done and over with And dead, and fucking gone