dnd

I'm new to having everything I always wanted Used to play catch all by myself I always caught it I know that most my raps all probably little morbid I'm a ghost inside a shell I'm like my house before I bought it Cus I know it's fuckin haunted I hear whispers in the walls throughout the night but I ignore it My story's pretty gory like that night that we lost Tory Anyways I want my stacks fat enough to have an orbit It's a habit when I'm rappin to ignore all of my trauma I could cry at any moment without U in chicken korma Everything I've ever said has fuckin backed me in a corner And I fucking hate myself I might as well be honest I'm from a little town where if you never make it out you might as well have been aborted And you'll for sure get your chain took so that's why I never wore it Pretend I didn't see no murder but I definitely saw it I think it's time I admit I'm mentally ill Same with everybody else from amityville I been walking around like I got an S on my chest I been walking around like I cannot be killed I gotta make it what the f*ck would I stop for Tired of hidin all my money in my sock drawer Tired of not buying the hotels top floor If i had no money now I got a lot more If I'm not top five I must be top four Spilt my whiskey all on the mopped floor Clarity kicks in when I see the shots pour Man I'm still tryna break into this fucking locked door I got things holding me back trust I wish I could end it Just to prove to everybody that I wasn't pretending I wish I coulda proved to tarkyn it wasn't a dead end I've seen this fucking movie twice I know where it's headed If that shit was a fuckin joke well then I didn't get it Watch my bank app more than porn I guess it's a fetish I've done way too fucking much to just not get the credit But I'll probably be deceased by the time you admit it You using cash nah iam using credit making roasts on people right on reddit gotta make Sure they done read it, used to piss on me while i was young ill never forget it you see me Now yea you regret it Did you not just see what happened nah just forget it i aint like you ill let you get hit What happened to us guess u aint commit yea be humble go ahead and sit Don't go to the party you aint that lit Dont go to the cage unless you wanna get bit, you a loser nah we don't quit I know it taste bad just don't spit finna go to the gym tryna get fit aint in the matrix not in the pit