Invested

Yeah I can't stop now im too invested Not to mention I've been Congested With this tension of Stressing and struggling with Depression This is my confession Sometimes it leads to aggression But Im learning how to deal Now ill show you my progression Just gotta keep counting my blessins I know I got a lot of those but No one really knows the battle I go thru in my head feeling Like I'd be better off dead But I Can't leave behind what I started No I gotta keep going can't let my family down If only they knew now just how I struggle now With the Thought of being un alive as I Strive to be alive Everyday is The day I choose to be here Look at my kids and I can see it clear Why do I fear whats in store for me As I go thru the motions of the day to day battling the way I use to be So glad my family never did see How I use to be came a long way now Invested in my self thru the years Clink your glasses and say cheers Cause I invested in my life Doing what I can to prevent The lowlife no life time in the sand With that I understand Not gonna back down feel the grip of my hand hang on tight I got this in my sights Cant let myself down Just smile as I walk thru town keep my head up As I look around telling myself walk like own this shit kind If feels like I do when I'm seeing you all quit on yourselves Take the time to invest your energy in yourselves I can teach you how just gotta focus now Yeah I can't stop now im too invested Not to mention I've been congested With this tension of stressing and struggling with depression This is my confession sometimes it leads to aggression But Im learning how to deal now ill show you my progression Invested so much in myself, and im not just talking money Yeah I mean it took some of that but a lot more time and im hella fine