Spit It Out

I know a lot but I'm not able to spit it out Their mouths all move but I can't tell what it's about Lucky to be able to think clear twice a week The contrary of what should be my thoughts control me That's not to say I'm unable to enjoy a day Guess I just mean I talk too much but nothing I say Means anything, is there something wrong inside of me What do I need, could be right there but what could it be What could it be that I'm not seeing I think it's outside I think it's passed by Sometimes I run until my feet hurt or I can't breathe But it feels good knowing how much I push my body I'd like to see how far I could go and not get found So I could think clearly for once with no one around How good that'd be, My mind so clear who knows what I could think We all know the time so we know that it controls human beings We'll wait and see how long this life will occupy me It's not my choice, you'll all see it's a joke What could it be That I'm not seeing I think it's outside I think it's passed by