Confusion (Beach Introduction)

Well, I guess I think about killing myself pretty frequently And you don't have to talk to me, but I'll be here waiting for my sleep Another day of overthinking, another day of overdrinking again I washed my ass with listerine, I fucked your mom on a trampoline But I still wish that you were here These nuts just can't explain, the agony and pain, that comes with a fear of tears Nine/11 on Aiden's street, been down that road a lot, some day retreats The emotions that you were using, have left me in a state of confusion