talking to myself

While you stay I go Into a world I don't know you Into the world I lost my way Will you say what you know I'm tired of trying to find you I think it's time I tell my heart to feel the same You know the drill It's not too hard "Forget what's real" No it never really got me that far When you stay I grow into the man I want to be Do I miss her Did I misunderstand what's black and white Do I hide or fight Am I left or right Am I left to die On my own Though I know that He's close yeah So say you're with me I'm feeling heavy I could use a little help with feeling I fall In love With all I could know Consuming me whole I crawl Through mud Cuz it's all that I know Consuming me whole Never gave me much warning I think I got it figured out You never wanted to ignore me You just wanna be found I'm terrified and lonely I never wanted to doubt I never wanted to doubt I never- Oh I'm in the world I've made Give me peace inside my veins Oh if I could learn to rest Could I know myself again? Can I know myself again?