underneath (feat. Garrett Moshier)

Suffocating I'm trying to breathe I wanna know what's next so I can live in peace I keep hearin yesterday was Too far for me to reach I'll keep climbing despite uncertainties I'll keep climbing Falling forty thousand underground Play pretend that I was numb to pain But I know that's not how I am now Cuz I'm failin time and time again Oh I wish I would feel less of this Would it kill me to Keep climbing despite uncertainties Cuz I'll keep climbing despite what's underneath What's underneath What's underneath Is staying down And I don't have time for all these voices They make a mess right outta me What's underneath Is staying down And I don't have time for all these voices But this time I know my choice is To keep climbing Keep climbing Yeah I been a little bit divided Do I face a fear or get behind it I try to cover up, I'm fine It always overwhelms and I can't hide it Is a demon there or in my head Do I cause these doubts in me Instead of all the lies I hear from what I did, yeah Do I hold my breathe or breath it in I gotta feeling this doubt in me tearing me all apart Don't look down BWall, you're gonna make it far Just keep climbing when its hard Take me away Feel the fire comin up I won't break Tell it to myself I know I'll see another day It's okay if I wait but don't fall to your knees You only follow what you let follow you from under- Oh I've been followin the leader Leads me down into dark feelings Thinking 'bout my broken pieces Pulls me down to face my demons I won't hear the lies inside me I've got scars they won't define me I keep climbing I find life in Christ