Fall Apart

It's hard not to fall apart When you're the sum of your parts The things you've done There's nowhere left to run You hope no one recalls Your greatest hits of falls The wounds will never heal You refuse to let them seal I cannot find my brain It's caught out in the rain Stumbling forever All senses have been severed I'm drifting off to space While caught up in one place Tumbling forever I guess i'll see you never I'm sick of being clever I'm sick of acting better And hiding all my demons You can barely hear the screaming Turn the music louder Can't you feel the power? Isn't that redeeming? You can barely hear the screaming The illusion of control Is all you'll ever know Fear controls you It's rope will pull you through Life is a string of regrets Burning out like cigarettes Dormant on the street Crushed by other people's feet I cannot find my brain It's caught out in the rain Stumbling forever All senses have been severed I'm drifting off to space While caught up in one place Tumbling forever I guess i'll see you never I'm sick of being clever I'm sick of acting better And hiding all my demons You can barely hear the screaming Turn the music louder Can't you feel the power? Isn't that redeeming? You can barely hear the screaming I cannot find my brain It's caught out in the rain Stumbling forever All senses have been severed I'm drifting off to space While caught up in one place Tumbling forever I guess i'll see you never I'm sick of being clever I'm sick of acting better And hiding all my demons You can barely hear the screaming Turn the music louder Can't you feel the power? Isn't that redeeming? You can barely hear the screaming Smile for the masses Sad eyes behind glasses Don't look them in the eye They'll never see you cry Falling down forever Never learning better Do it til I die At least they'll never see me cry Try to burn it all away Another drink another day Pretend to be the guy I'm my own biggest lie Fake it when I must Forgetting who to trust Ignore them when they pry Live inside a happy lie I'm sick of being clever I'm sick of acting better And hiding all my demons You can barely hear the screaming