Moment of Time (feat. Eleanor)

When we fall down We only think of ourselves When we cry out We only try to fix ourselves I replay all these things To see what's so wrong with me I can't seem to understand What went wrong I had the world in my hands A flawless grip I let you slip away Under my skin and now I'm losing it I've realized I... I'm drowning in my own despair I can't make you understand And I can't pretend I'm okay with all of this Fighting against the emptiness I've realized I... I'll never be able to win We play this game and go back and forth I'm tired of fighting this pointless war Take and twist all of my words You took everything from me you monster We go back and forth Every step sets us back even more Scream at me and slam the door This abuse is over We play this game and go back and forth I'm tired of fighting this pointless war Take and twist all of my words You took everything from me you monster We go back and forth Every step sets us back even more Scream at me and slam the door This abuse is over You can't make this right I held on too long in a losing fight I thought I could fix your life Instead, I was losing mine Take it all back Fix me and set me free Rip out this disease Have I lost my mind Am I breathing Am I alright I don't know if I'm alive We're all stuck in this moment of time Unaware that we all struggle from time to time We're afraid to die and we're afraid to carry on our life's Without someone always by our side The struggle of loneliness, we can't hide