The Mess I've Made (feat. Fukase)

In another reality I was the one who made you happy The times have all changed The seasons faded away Can I just stay the same Is the fire burning out Inside of me All that's left Is myself doubt Is my passion all burnt out Inside of me There lies myself doubt What a mess I've made Tell me it's all okay My hope slowly decays As my dreams fade I'm slipping away Now it's finally clear The mess I've made Helped push you away The mess I've made Only pushed you away What a mess I've made of everything The fire's going out in me And I can't breathe Try to catch your breath Relax and just breathe Relapse to just see How much you need me Can you finally see How much you meant to me Lying in this bed Sick of the thoughts That plague me to death When you said I'd be fine Did it ever cross your mind That my flame is gone My fire has burnt out Ripped away by the sickness in my head I'm one and two with reality I'm struggling to just breathe As it spreads through my body And slowly kills me Now it's finally clear The mess I've made Helped push you away The mess I've made Only pushed you away I only pushed you away I only pushed you away