Changes

Leaves are falling, change of seasons Live each day just to pick up my pieces Confused and scared of who I need to be Sometimes it's hard to remember to breathe Cuz I'm freakin, freakin out I'm freakin, freakin out My inner thoughts are loud When there's no real reason to shout My life's GPS leading the wrong direction Where'd my mind go that's my only question Calendars missing dates, I don't even know the time anymore Dread is growing without reason Pray each night so I'm not a heathen I never listened to what I was told Why is it terrifying that we get old Cuz I'm missin, missin out (everyday is the same) I'm missin, missin out (no one to blame) Everything is going south (I'm deep in a hole) And I can't keep my head in the clouds My life's GPS leading the wrong direction Where'd my mind go that's my only question Calendars missing dates, I don't even know the time Far away from the goals I thought I'd make Witnessing what it's like until I break No one's by my side I don't wanna be alone anymore I see the light by your side Life is blooming, full of meaning Drown the night so I'm not weeping The road is jaded, I can't be faded I'll just sit here and keep contemplating That I can't give up on My life's GPS leading the wrong direction Where'd my mind go that's my only question Calendars missing dates I don't even know the time Far away from the goals I thought I'd make Witnessing what it's like until I break Even through all my mistakes I think I'm doing fine It's dark in this tunnel again, but I think I see the light