Abandoned By Blood

I lose sleep every time we fight But I know you sleep well at night While I lay here on cold sheets In your brain, there's no thought to grieve In my brain, it's making more sense to leave I hope one day you carry the weight of your wrongs against me Taking responsibility will be the death of being power-hungry It shouldn't make a fucking difference to me, but it does. Look me in my eyes when you tell me your lies Can you not see the life you're draining from me Dissociating frequently, I'd wish you'd lose sleep over me My eyes hang low I shut down Even when you're not here, you're still near to me Paranoia clinging closely