Pillars

When I take my trips through time I take a look at my life and I romanticize All of the things I can never get back All of the grief that I have It comes in waves, but my life's an ocean No worries or cares, no wounds to repair, no threatening stares Just try to piece together inside My pillars I need to let fall Should I start over and end it all? I tried to find everything I lost inside my mind I tried to find everything I've lost from my past life But it's nowhere to be found I really don't give a shit About the God you picked I've chosen what's true No longer crushed by you Everybody worships something And I fucking love hating your God Did you hear me?