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Life's odd erratic 'N leaving scars traumatic Utterly problematic So you turn to a habit Helpless in a panic You're pushing away the planet 'Cause nobody understands it As you turn into an Addict Life's odd erratic 'N leaving scars traumatic Utterly problematic So you turn to a habit Helpless in a panic You're pushing away the planet 'Cause nobody understands it As you turn into an Addict Explicit is my life Hell what can I say It's full of doubt and dismay No limit my drive for writing tracks everyday Drop the pay, tracks I slay Like I jacked the ball Go layup and play (swish) The happiest I been in twenty three years My hope slash and bashed Is broken hearted with tears Was switching the lanes Sped up, I'm changing gears Weird seeing fears as I'm checking my mirrors My family taking me to a man I hardly knew (yeah) Wasn't a choice of mine, my dad made me go through Countless days, Watching junkies ways with no school My stomach was growling then In this house with no food Only time I didn't hate then Was raising my sister She needed me and I didn't mind to assist her 'Cause our dad was out cold He was just off his binder She turned out great, man I really do miss her Life's odd erratic 'N leaving scars traumatic Utterly problematic So you turn to a habit Helpless in a panic You're pushing away the planet 'Cause nobody understands it As you turn into an Addict Life's odd erratic 'N leaving scars traumatic Utterly problematic So you turn to a habit Helpless in a panic You're pushing away the planet 'Cause nobody understands it As you turn into an Addict Trust is hard to gain With me it's fuckin' insane I've heard it every way Broken hearted in pain Sitting on the porch step each and everyday Waiting for my grandma to come and take me away This system is fucked up is what I have to say For taking a lil' boy from his family In Christmas Day Why I started so young The only way I'd be numb One hell of a role model Like father like son...