The Demons Inside ME [Main]

(Laughing) (MaC AsYLuM) Need to clear my mind Yes I need an escape From the thoughts inside I'm Needing to get away Feel like I'm in a bind Nobody cares anyways The darkness I can't find So lost within my mind Need to clear my mind Yes I need an escape From the thoughts inside I'm Needing to get away Feel like I'm in a bind Nobody cares anyways The darkness I can't find So lost within my mind It's time to go inside This crowd blur in a spiral My heart is pounding hard Feel like I just hit the tile My legs are achy now Feel like I just ran a mile The issue with society Let's get this over with I'm dealing with anxiety Then I can get my wish So nervous performing is a burden Don't know what to say Forgotten words in my verses Hear the music staring each person is observing it's unnerving Can't catch the verses My Head is a circus Sweating so bad Like I'm in a fucking furnace Argue in my head A vicious cycle til one's dead Inside the demons Nobody else can see 'em Im fighting so hard 'n I'm tryna not free 'em I'ma do me Don't care bout what they seeing I'm having fun no matter The crowd be getting louder I feel so alive Even if they all scatter Need to clear my mind Yes I need an escape From the thoughts inside I'm Needing to get away Feel like I'm in a bind Nobody cares anyways The darkness I can't find So lost within my mind Need to clear my mind Yes I need an escape From the thoughts inside I'm Needing to get away (Ay) Feel like I'm in a bind Nobody cares anyways The darkness I can't find So lost within my mind I try to ask for help But they just wanna medicate Mental health can't be dealt If no one wants to educate They tell ya to breathe Tell you to see Don't see what's underneath They just won't let you be Got to get my head in line A fire Burning deep n l hope im in time I'm gonna take a leap But I'm starting to feel the beat I'm going ten round, the disorder Demon in the corner Tryna knocking me down A fist like a boulder I'ma put them in the ground yeah as I get older But I'm up 'n bound like a hound yeah, I'm feeling bolder I'ma shock and knock 'em out I'ma making 'em cross over Shit about to get real Yes, you know how you deal Asking how you feel Use it later to kill Until you kick the bucket I Don't care we saying f*ck it I'ma do me Not how they want me to be F*ck anxiety! Need to clear my mind Yes I need an escape From the thoughts inside I'm Needing to get away Feel like I'm in a bind Nobody cares anyways The darkness I can't find So lost within my mind Need to clear my mind Yes I need an escape From the thoughts inside I'm Needing to get away Feel like I'm in a bind Nobody cares anyways The darkness I can't find So lost within my mind