Illuminance

Summer leaves, winter bleeds I have been here before Losing hope, growing old I can't fight anymore Sticks and stones, break my bones But words cut like a knife Not enough, just give up There is no paradise But when I saw you all I thought I knew was left behind That grey I lived in every day became a golden light Life isn't easy but I believe every time that you say Maybe the future that you dreamed of isn't far away Overthinking every day Missing what I wished away Memories I didn't make Regretting words I couldn't say All the friends that didn't stay I know I have myself to blame Will this feeling ever go away? But when I saw you all I thought I knew was left behind That grey I lived in every day became a golden light Life isn't easy but I believe every time that you say Maybe the future that you dreamed of Isn't far away Far away