disconnected

I Felt disconnected, so I cut off the plug I'm still disconnected, so I scribbled with love Not a riddle, I won't budge, I need to live it free Cause it's been years with a grudge and a couple weeks I'm my own Biggest judge, nobody lives it neat Im tryna find the throne, it's a must, will they really see It's the enemies, who will pree, it's not the lost friends Cause the real ones, yea I lost them, deal done and I amend Real love no that's not pretend I'm never following a trend It turns in to wasted time that you spent I'm always losing in the end It's never me they recommend, I cannot breathe or comprehend it The devil tryna take my soul but, I ain't gon' lend it You a little Nelk boy tryna send it 5gs bitch i'm too connected I hope you get the message But bitch i didn't send shit When she pull up on me i can feel her presence I never had an adolescence Cause I grew up pretending I grew up neglected Never respected F*ck a ghost writer I'm self directed Taking over cause your career been ended Like snake virus in season and you're infected Go to the ATM, like money collect it Cause things have changed now, on a new page wow Going at a faster pace, how Cause I realized I won't live forever The only thing I got on my vision is my vendetta Im taking my family for granted, but we been through the weather But my skin is scarred and charred, and its rough like leather Don't think life is hard, or love is never Don't let down your guard, or you get pulled like a pedal I found that winner glitch Ignited that inner itch I found that winner glitch I've been in a ditch, but now I'm out of it I got them big stacks, a lot of it, no its not no counterfeit, look back and I'm proud of it, like It came with bad health, I had to counter it, move stealth to bounce from the pricks The lost individuals, I looked up to them Guess the damage was residual, they out here doing all these rituals Tryna get the pain gone Focused everyday, trapping, tryna make the change long Focused everyday, trapping tryna get the gains strong