Car Door

We lay far in the back of the hotel safe in my car with the back row down Here's the lines I should not say I fear my mind is stuck on replay Like back when you would stand in the way of the car door You'd beg me to stay we could take it farther You said you felt a way and I felt it harder Conclusions we write with a fight at your dorm But it's leaving me to be the one to break my own fall Left with the recoil as its presence is clawing at my jaw One more say is another way to pass it One more fragment to leave in the pass tense You set the stage for a scene with no hope The script is fading and the lights they follow The lines obscene and unfair A dream in your eyes for me a nightmare Fate lies violent through the bedroom door Where I find you both lying on the bedroom floor All the signs misread all the lies ignored Insides are turning my eyes are burning I'll take step back and fall lost from rhythm Like a heart attack with no second chances given A psychopath when I say "I swear I'll kill the kid" I take it back now I see you'll never be worth it But it's leaving me to be the one to break my own fall Left with the recoil as its presence is clawing at my jaw One more say is another way to pass it One more fragment to leave in the pass tense It's all in pieces, it's on me I wanna say I'm sorry And to pieces, were falling I'm telling you I'm sorry But it's leaving me to be the one to break my own fall Left with the recoil as its presence is clawing at my jaw One more say is another way to pass it One more fragment to leave in the pass tense I'm left to break my fall, I'm not the one at fault