Never Enough

Maybe if I count from one to ten Close my eyes this nightmare it will end Your fingers they are wrapped around my neck Time traveller, could we please travel back? It still haunts me so These flashbacks I wish I could skip And even though you let go You still have me in your grip When we met you took my breath away How I wish you didn't take that literally Now you're pointing your finger at me It's a spiral of hypocrisy Thought I could be your inspiration But my conquests lead to jealousy I will no longer be the reflection Of your own insecurity I don't think it is a focused hate on me I just think It is plain misanthropy But it's taking too much of my energy I know there is still some love inside of me But I got to let you go Or this light will die But I got to let you go Or this light will die, I know I try to see the facts, but my vision is stained You pull me up into a place where I can't breathe Insecurity a weapon for the games you've played Crimson river flowing, hanging by the skin of my teeth Noradrenaline running wild and free Yet the world believes that I am just pathetic and weak Indoctrination is the base of your plea Disguise the bruises, the future seems bleak Maybe if I count from one to ten Close my eyes this nightmare it will end Scars, cuts, bruises from your last attack Time traveller, could we please travel back? I will be there to soothe My instincts say you mean no harm But if that is the truth Why do I have wounds on my arm? When we met you took my breath away How I wish you didn't take that literally Now you're pointing your finger at me It's a spiral of hypocrisy Thought I could be your inspiration But my conquests lead to jealousy I will no longer be the reflection Of your own insecurity When we met you took my breath away How I wish you didn't take that literally Now I look in the mirror and see A ghost that doesn't look like me I know I can't foresee the future But I fear it'll be nothing but torture I became so numb But the day will come That I'll run, I will run, I WILL RUN!