Surrender

Just me and all my tears It's been like this for years The cracks they say I'm miserable And that I should be left alone It's contagious they say You shouldn't feel pity She could end it all She knows the remedy Girl, we are no criminals We're nothing more but chemicals What is wrong and what is right? We'll make you feel alive But I won't give in No, I won't give in Eyes staring upon me They all just let me be They're high on fake emotion Convinced by pharmatic promotion Come on, join us now! You can't escape the hunt You could end it all We know that's what you want! It feels so right! It feels so good! It feels so intense This ecstatic mood! Where was it all those years? Let it wash away my tears But I won't give in No, I won't give in No, I won't give in I won't give in Oh I want more Oh I want more Oh I want everything Give me more of those pills For my hunger, my fears When I'm nervous and weird I'm giving up I'm giving up Love, enraged Fear, hate Tender, shy Dead, alive Lost, free Happy, complete Neglected, cared Nervous, scared Bitter, sore Ecstatic, bored Where did it all go? Where did it all go? Where did it all go?