Solitude.

Far away from the gaze, I'll stay I need a moment to discover The day to day just tends to tear me down I get no space to recover Take me back to when I had some time before And room to grow Never thought I'd ever wish that I had some more When times were slow Teenage waste is killing me Memories, of idle hours Tragedy always got to me Holding me from moving forward Painted like a mess of colors I wiped it clean Tainted from years of self torture I needed change Far away from myself I've strayed I don't ever want to go back Day by day I look ahead, awaiting Missing parts of me to grow back Take me back to when I had some time before And room to grow Never thought I'd ever wish that I had some more When times were slow I feel it inside My pain, my pride Why Why All of me reconciles All of me, like a child Screams Calling Me Fear won't Leave Haunting me Haunting me Leave Far away I hope to fly just to escape the hands of time Far away, I see a place that exists within my mind