Laziness and the Lack of the Right Medication

i lost you last week but i just couldn't tell you couldn't you see the veins standing proud on my neck? your arms, your whole body as perfect as silence i'll walk away and leave you confront nothing again there's a place in my head that i often escape to where there's nothing to run from or after blame it on laziness, lack of the right medication i'd swear you'd be better off with someone else