Deep Rest

Flying high and gliding through the air Despair, hatred, drowning walls on me Hit by A wave of pitch-black water Threw the air out of my lungs Want to scream But under absence of grace, it drags me down the sea Nobody can see me and nobody feels my insanity Want to breathe Suffocating on dread, pulled down by the current. Nobody can see me and nobody feels my insanity Set me free No way to flee, gracelessly drown GRACELESSLY DROWN INTO THE DEEP Depression, my constant companion A never-ending battle that I can't win It's a Daemon that lives inside my head I am trapped in this nightmare, until I'm dead And I'm trapped in this nightmare, until I'm dead Guilt Shame Suffer Pain Hope Echo Fighting back against the crushing weight Pushing up, through the darkest fate With each breath, my strength returns I break the surface my spirit burns I am back Sailing from greyest shade to colors that never fade I am back Sailing from greyest shade to colors that never fade All I want is find the peace within All I want is let the healing begin All I want is take a deep rest in myself All I want is take a deep rest from myself