Obscure

I wanna f*ck off everything inside of my head I wanna let go of my every desire, everything that draws me back I wanna go far away to get rid of every chain holding me My soul is captive again, I want to break free, I wanna cry my heart out like crazy Can I laugh as the knives sink into my chest? It's hard to live fucking breathlessly I missed the old innocent me. There's no way to live like this Wish that never happened this way, if only... On the same fucking page every time, no one can understand me All that said is pointless. Despite the crowd I am all alone I'm so unhappy, wonder why all the struggle is for What am I hoping to happen? Who am I waiting for? My body is aching My heart is murky and woeful. Everything is meaningless Do my mind and heart tells the same fucking things or Is it me who can't separate one from another I wanna f*ck off everything inside of my head I wanna let go of my every desire, everything that draws me back I wanna go far away to get rid of every chain holding me I'm too tired of everything, I wanna go far away What am I hoping to happen? Who am I waiting for? My body is aching My heart is murky and woeful. Everything is meaningless Do my mind and heart tells the same fucking things or Is it me who can't separate one from another I don't really know I'm so close to losing my sanity It's so close, it's so close