Chemical Witch

I can remember A steady rush of air through the space around me The space around me So distant, so cold So far within the unknown inside my head Thinking I'd be better off dead I wonder what it meant to me I let it speak to me at night And drag me down below the covers Play hide and seek with the trust of others And now it's here to stay Only a liar Could ever hope to make amends Behind closed doors (Behind those doors) It's only just enough To get us through just one more day But is it strength? Will I pay? I wonder what it meant to me I watched you catch the falling stars And let them sing me to the shadows Without a thought for things that follow I gave it all away While the sky burns ever darker Colours fly above my head Force dreams into my eyes While I wish they're real instead And the sunrise turns to sunset And I'm held captive in this need Watching silence turn to shadows While she waits to see me bleed I've dragged blades across my flesh And let it heal (I've let it heal) And now I leave myself asking how How your hands hurt below the skin How your words couldn't be figured out I wonder what it meant to me I laid awake and tried to hide How everything just made my mind race With all the questions I could find And through the turmoil I could feel it That I did at least one thing right While the sky burns ever darker Colours fly above my head Force dreams into my eyes While I wish they're real instead And the sunrise turns to sunset And I'm held captive in this need Watching silence turn to shadows While she waits to see me bleed While she waits to see me bleed While she waits to see me bleed While she waits to see me bleed While she waits to see me bleed