Sudo

Jealousy disguised Jealousy disguised Jealousy disguised Disguised Is it fate? Or is it fortune? I can see years Petrified in this beholding I’ve one last piece of the past I hold it tight, I hold it fast Fast Jealousy disguised Jealousy disguised Is this real? This fucking madness? I can see tears Memory clouds the skies and seas of blackness And I’ve one last time to collapse Paravoyant dream, no turning back (Make it real, make it fast) And with this lifetime I feel conflicted So many wrong turns They leave me pitted I’m not in control I’m just a visage I’m not in control I’m jealousy disguised I’m jealousy disguised So am I new again? Digging for the details again? Like I didn’t even learn the last time I was caught in a trap Of humanity and pride And it won’t stop tearing me apart On the inside And with this lifetime I feel conflicted So many wrong turns They leave me pitted I’m not in control I’m just a visage I’m not in control I’m jealousy disguised Oh, oh, oh I’m jealousy disguised I don’t feel right Oh, I don’t feel right Oh, I don’t feel right anymore Oh, I don’t feel right Oh, I don’t feel right Oh, I can’t feel right anymore And with this lifetime I feel conflicted So many wrong turns They leave me pitted I’m not in control I’m just a visage I’m not in control I’m jealousy disguised Oh, oh, oh I’m jealousy disguised Oh, oh oh (Oh, I don’t feel right anymore) Oh, oh, oh (Oh, I can’t feel right anymore) I’m jealousy disgui