stand still

Been born with the middle finger up Hair like a punk I really don't give a f*ck I guess I'm stuck like this Walk around like this On god it'll be hard filling the cup Though I don't drink no more Since I took a slap and I blacked out I slipped and I got a fucking bruise on the cheek As if somebody has been blowing my back out I ran out of juice No need for substance to feel the abuse I fill in to cover the truth I just consume to forget I'm alone Messages on my phones, that I just don't answer Cuz I feel like shit, like I got cancer I cancel my plans or leave people on read Even mydriasis, the hardest producer I missed my stop, so I'm gonna stomp The seeds that I sow will make musical crops I missed my stop, so I'm gonna stomp The seeds that I sow will make musical crops Got the time Got the time to be real Got the time to be real Got the time, got the time to be real Howcome she stands still By herself? Among the Universe High in the sky No afterlife Moth looking for light High as kite