Ashes

Look... I never knew that I could ever feel this way Be filled with so much malice (So much malice) So much madness (So much madness) So much sadness (So much sadness) I wanna burn my fuckin' body down to ashes (Down to ashes) With some matches (With some matches) Just lay my ass inside a casket (Casket) Mentally I always kept myself inside this fuckin' basket (Fuckin' basket) Got the 9 in my hand and I wonder should I hit that shit or pass it... Pass it, pass it, pass it, pass it, pass it... Should I hit that shit or p-p-p-pass it? Life's moving really fast (Life's moving really fast) Should I stay in park or gas it... Look I know there's no need to be drastic But ALL these bitches fake as F*CK (Bitches fake as f*ck) Got ego's and bodies made of plastic (Bodies made of plastic) Lately I been thinkin' (Lately I been thinkin') Bout how I been feelin' (Bout how I been feelin') Should I keep both feet on the ground (On the ground) Or hang myself from the ceilin' (From the ceilin') Life ain't easy (Life ain't easy) Everyday comes with a price You ain't guaranteed tomorrow All you can do is take a chance and roll the dice (Roll the dice) I took a chance and rolled the dice (Rolled the dice) All these drugs in my cup they entice (They entice) No matter how much I take no amount can suffice (Can suffice) Felt my last breath leave my body Twice And it Felt Nice... (Damn that shit felt nice...) Momma I pray You forgive me for who I have become (For who I have become) But now it's time for me to rest (Now it's time for me to rest) I know I'll be better off than some (Be better off than some) Just know as I close my eyes, become cold and forever numb... That I'm always in your heart I'll forever be your son Ashes...