Eleven/Seven

Sometimes I like to reminisce And think of what life was like before this Living in bliss but now an abyss and I'm falling deep Dealing with a loss (dealing with a loss) No solace from a cross (solace from a cross) Calling in sick to my boss (sick to my boss) Cause I can't keep it together and accept the fact that I lost my daughter (I lost my daughter) She was never truly mine but I knew I was like her father I miss her greeting me every day and the sweet sound of that collar Even in the worst of days and in the worst of moods My baby girl was never a bother So so so so So many empty bottles and so many tears I shed Every night you're in my head I can't get out of my bed At times I wish that I were dead so that I could be with you instead But I know you'd want me to move ahead and quit living my life in dread So cold And forever numb So cold It's so cold I'm forever numb Pain? What is pain? But a mere concept which implies one can feel anything at all For pain does not exist When you are Forever Numb Forever Numb Forever Numb Forever Numb Forever Numb Forever Numb Forever Numb Forever Numb Forever Numb