Jirasoles

"Which way are we walking, that way?" If I knew the way To rewind time and go back to the day I took you pink roses and we went to LSA I wouldn't hesitate Cause here I sit seven years from the date in disarray thinkin' (If I could I would charge the world with a felon...) For takin' you too soon and placing you near to heaven Two years shy of 27 Internal armageddon such a self-destructive weapon Both you and I have felt it with these questions (questions) Running thru my head all day Wondering if I should ask or how exactly can I say "Do you remember me?" (do you remember) "How have you been?" (how have you been) "Will I ever see your face or hold you close again?" (please tell me yes) Yet I held you close from afar No matter where you were but now you are flying high Likely on a shooting star and probably gazing down (gazing down) From up above (from up above) I hope with every fiber of me that you feel my love (feel my love) And hear my words loud and clear Please know they're sincere I'll forever miss your voice and if I had the choice I would gently place (gently place) Your head beneath mine (beneath mine) And rest on my shoulder hold you till the sun would shine (Please tell me it's not true) Your viewing wasn't easy I saw your sister drop and momma cry and I got queazy I got mad love for your pops and brothers I'm always here if they need me Everyday I hurt but hope that you're at peace when you rest But there's a piece of me that can't rest till I get this off my chest I don't mean to sound obsessed But to you I must confess I had dreams of maybe one day seeing you in a white dress And giving you a daughter Me being the father I knew you'd make a great mother Maybe give our girl brother Now I stand over your plot with these tears and these flores It's true a part of my heart died with you Jobana Torres This is not goodbye